Wow. So... it's the 18th of April already. School officially starts on the 21st. I can't believe 5 months just flew past like that. Thinking back, I really wasted a lot of time, oh my.

This week, everybody's been talking about either how boring or fun their orientations are. I'm kinda envious. I'm having mixed feelings about orientation. I'm pretty excited for it as I can meet more friends and my seniors, but I'm so nervous and I keep getting this I don't wanna go for orientation feeling LOL

I guess the socially awkward penguin just ain't looking forward to it!

I've been wondering about this for an awfully long time - why does my orientation last for 5 days? Sure... there might be a lot of people but 5 days? Woah. Don't tell me there'll be plenty of games, especially ice-breaker games oh gosh. I have never ever, in my whole life, liked anything that has to do with introductions.

Why I am so shy?

Gosh I hope I'll actually have the balls to walk up to somebody and say, "Hi! I'm Nikki, what's your name?" I can imagine me just standing at the side, being all quiet and shit. Hehehe... this is so bad.

Oh well! I'll just take one small step at a time. Prolly babysteps. LOLOL