Sometimes on the street, you see couples everywhere, and you observe how the girlfriends treat their boyfriends. Some are just so sweet, while others just treat their boyfriends like maids. The former ones, those are the ones that make you think, "what if my boyfriend finds someone else that treats him way better than I do too? What if... he finds someone better? Someone more intelligent, prettier, cuter, someone who shares the same interests as him."

Aren't you afraid that someday, he'll suddenly just pick up his bags and leave because he's fallen for somebody else? I don't know about you but that's what worries me all the time.

I feel insecure about myself, my position in his heart because I know the true me. I know what are my flaws, and just how bad they are. Honestly, I don't even see a positive side of me. I find myself constantly thinking that what if one day, he just suddenly picks up his bags and leave because he's found someone who suits him better ahahaha gosh.

I overthink every second of everyday, and I'm pretty overly attached. I'm certain I'm an overly attached girlfriend LOL and I'm worried that he'll find me annoying someday and gets irritated with me. Y'know... ahahaha.

Honestly speaking, I don't know what irks him, what he doesn't like. I'm just doing what I feel like doing and if he's upset by it, I'll try to stop doing it. Right now, I think I've only found out one or two things that he doesn't like. 

Well... I guess there's nothing I can do anyway. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be, right? Ahahahaha!