I miss you, tons. I doubt you feel the same way, since you have her. I'm pretty sure you're happy with her. Happier with her than with me even. 

Whatever happened recently, I feel so so betrayed. I guess whatever you told me before were lies right? Have you been telling her those things too? Maybe not the exact same words but the meaning, they must've been the same.

I feel so used, goddammit. Was that your plan too? To just use me and then throw me away? Or to use me and pray hard that I won't find out?

I guess it's too bad that my feelings were involved huh? I'm pretty sure you didn't bring your feelings in. I doubt you even have the same feelings for me as I do for you.

<i>I'm gonna hurt, I'm gonna cry, I'm gonna tear me up inside. I'mma gonna do what I gotta do to unlove you.</i>

Gods, I swear this hurts too much. I feel so pathetic. I feel like a fucking fool. You must be laughing huh, that you had me wrapped around your fingers. You must've thought that I was fucking desperate, a fucking joke.

Hah oh well.