Honestly I don't even know what to blog about these few days. I don't know what's "bloggable" content and what's not. 

Most of the time, I only feel like blogging when I'm upset and I need a place to express and/or vent my feelings to then I realize that wasn't that what I told myself I cannot do at the start of the year?

When I created this new blog, I thought, "it's a new blog, it's time to start anew. No upsetting shit, no fuckery. Let's leave that all in the old blog."

I guess I can't. I can't help it. I find that I'm upset almost everyday recently, I can't even go to school without feeling the need to cry again. 

I feel so weak, like a fucking crybaby.

I also found out that I don't have anybody to talk to. Talk to as in through whatsapp. No kidding, nobody replies me. I feel so lonely in this big big world. I'm scared. I don't like this feeling :( I don't like being alone...

Somebody please save me.