Y'know they always say "don't stick your dick into crazy". Well...... I feel crazy lmao. Judging from how I react to things, and how "normal" girls are supposed to react.... I'm crazy.

Having been through UR, apparently it's because I'm infatuated. I feel horrible. I mean it's great and all that I understand why I'm acting this way but I just can't shrug off all these negative feelings that I have and feel happy.

I feel jealous. Constantly. It's not even like once or twice that kinda thing but it started shortly after we got together and I know it's not a very good thing.... I've been trying to make myself feel differently but it always fails. I'm still waiting for the moment where I can say "oh, that's great" and it's not sarcastic.

They say infatuation doesn't last long but there's a higher chance that feelings will fade instead of maturing and I'm afraid.

It's sad to say that my words recently have always been "I'm afraid" or "I'm scared".

Fear of losing you, fear of being replaced, etc.

I don't know what to do....

Somebody please help me :(

It's a vicious cycle and I really want it to end...